My patience.
I feel like it's getting stretched out to the thinest possible line, but yet people always find way to pull it even thinner.
Maybe it's my own fault for putting up with it.
I dunno.

I hate stupid girls. Jesus i /HATE/ them, and the worst part is, is that they have no idea what they are doing until it gets brought up, then the entire thing gets blown out of proportion, people start talking shit, and it just goes downhill from there. Been there, played that game. They are never wrong. NEVER. In their sweet little minds the opposing team(s) is the one thats in the wrong.

Maybe i just have too many expectations for people. I overestimate them and end up with less then i bargained and hoped for. I hope so much for people it's sickening. I get close to them, and I can see all of the things they are able to do, but won't do because of "Obstacles". Petty, Trivial little things that have no real meaning in anything. Yes it happened, Yes it hurt, Yes you have to deal with it. Push past them and anything is possible. Or things they won't do out of laziness.

But no. They prefer to sit in their own little rut and patch things up hoping that it will go away. Wrap their minds into the internet, people, drugs, helplessness ect. Until it's to late to be helped, and you wake up one morning and realize that you are utterly alone. What sickens me the most is that they are ok with that. They have that one thing that they think will help them. They will run to it and sink themselves /so/ deep into their lies that they can't see what really happened. All that matters is they have that one thing. Dependency is a horrible thing.

I guess thats because i know where I'm going, whats going to go down, how I'm going to get there, and how NOBODY is going to get in my way. I just want that same thing for other people. Although thats not how they perceive it.
I know what people say. Little whispers they think that i wont hear. Well i know. I also know what your thinking, because i can see it written all over your face. I know more then you think i do.

Or maybe my definition of "Stupid" is different from everyone else's. I dunno
Maybe I'm wrong for calling them stupid but in my mind thats all it is. Stupidity. Think whatever the hell you want, but no matter how much i cover it up and throw a smile over it, my opinion remains the same and it will never change.
You seem to forget that.


What do you take me for?
A fucking idiot???!
Your cute little lies will come back to get you.
and I'm not talking about the ones you tell me. I'm talking about the ones you tell yourself.